the monthly blog

sorry i havent been posting much but trying to find a job is hard but its like you and 1000s of other people going for the same job.i started this course 2wks today and im not really liking it much not because i dont wanna be there its cause the person who teaches is clearly doesnt want be there them selfs and thus giving me negative vibes which can be harsh if you are trying to do what they are trying to get you do.i have been telling my self just to keep going and get what i need so that i can find a job,even if its part time or full time,id rather doing some like that than having to listen a person who clearly doesnt give a fuck as i was told they get paid for each day your there.maybe i should do that teach people BS and brian wash them into beliving that what i say works.i have been to proper college in the past but thats not as bad as this place,it almost as if youre treated like an retard or something and even if you think you know what you want it doesnt always work out.im sure once i have learned a few more skills then i will keep looking for work while im there and hopefully get a job out of it so that i can leave those assholes behind.i dont even think some of the people like being there or are they going there because they belive that if they do something there it might get them a job,who knows and lets face most of those staff dont really give a monkeys and as long as you do what they tell you to do then everything will be ok.